some things should be easy, but just aren’t. i can’t entirely put into words what I’m feeling right now, or how crazy my life has become over this break, but I’ve somehow managed to get myself into a huge mess. at this point, no matter what I do there will be consequences and I’m bound to lose somebody. i don’t know what’s best for me, and I’m sorry, I honestly don’t know what I’m doing. just taking a giant leap of faith, please forgive me.






